As awakening deepens and we begin to come back to the front of our body after transcendence, life becomes ordinary again and our personality comes to greet us. At that point, you may see all your old problems, traumas etc; but we also see the Source shining within all things. Perhaps fears come back, anxieties, and old predispositions. This is only right because that’s part of our unique human experience. Don’t waste time and energy trying to deconstruct these things or hide them, but embody these attributes fully and offer all of it to your personal transcendental discovery in loving devotion; then watch Grace do the rest.