I sometimes feel frustrated and shameful with my own thinking. When will it stop?


Humble yourself before Reality. All objects will be destroyed in due course. There is no shame in any thought-object because all things have the thread of creation in them and will dissolve accordingly. Like a coil that gets red hot and melts the material around it. Your intensity for the Eternal and dispassion towards the transient, melts the material wrapped around your True Self. Bring in the total sum of your energy and these things that trouble you will melt away; leaving only The Residual Brilliance.